Soo Pathetic!! I can´t even explain how I´m feeling right now... I don´t have the strenght to talk, I just wanna go to my bed and put my pillow over my head and scream and cry, that´s how I feel. How do you feel...
Sometimes it´s okey to cry, but not so often as I do... I´m a big girl, I shouldn´t cry.
It feels like I´m having a bad dream over and over again, KILL ME PLEASE!!

                                                                              I do feel like crying, but I´m not going to, cause I´m a big girl!

(Excuse my english, I know it´s not great right now, but I don´t have the strenght to care)